而 我早就应该习惯没有你的夜晚。
I'm finally back online after resting for so many dayyys! HELLO MOTO! C:
I just got my new timetable. :c
I, on the average, go home at 6pm everyday!! :C (
note that it's a bigger sad face! )
Choir's getting f'ed up. all 'cause of that stupid trip.
& I lost all my scores! whoooops! c:
I really wanna go for the Choir trip.
But it's just freaking expensive,
mummy doesn't wanna give me a single cent
& I'm supposed to give birth to 2.5k somehow.
tell me how to do that please.
I really really wanna go.. but you have to understand,
It might be easy for you, but definitely not easy for me to fork out.
of course, I can go, but you want me to live like a beggar for the next few months after we come back?
I guess I'm just a little more cold-blooded on the average,
being born weak isn't my fault.
Cold temperatures make even feel worse, so I wear my Cardigan.
I wake up like everyday, having gastrics
The air-con blows at me on the bus
& I feel like dying on the way to school.
you think it's fun?
& I don't know anymore, who's my friend, who's not.
Everything feels so Brittle, and Fragile.
I don't want superficial friends. or maybe, I'm just asking for too much.
maybe I was fated to be alone in my life. Maybe I just repel others naturally.
I take
Every Single Word seriously when they come out from your mouths,
& I reflect on them. I think that maybe if I improved myself, I'ld be a better friend.
It's just getting tiring. really really tiring.
I really wanna go back, and close myself up again.
Just give a smile, edmund. C:
on another note..
I think I'm meeting my
Chinarian tomorrow!
woohoo!
EGG-cited much! :DDDD
- inserts shallow thoughts- HAHA! C: