I find myself repeating what you said to me to others,
that I'm scared of love,
I'm lonely,
I'm afraid.

Does that mean we're alike?
Then why can't we share our joy and sorrows together?
I think I know you enough without knowing you for that long.

I am in love with a Philophobic♥! C:

Glorianne's version of me :
I realised you're adorably cute,
like a child wandering into the world trying to seek attention,
yet afraid of being eaten up! :)

Adila's version of me:
You're like a beautiful mansion, with its lush gardens
that one can only view from the outside.
No one ever knows what lies inside.
For all you know, it could be empty.

truthfully speaking, I never needed those things that I borrowed from you, your umbrella, your lens box.

I just borrowed it from you, 'casuse it makes me feel that you're here with me too.

Bugis-ed with the Bugis Noob! C:

Don't leave me alone.

The days are just going to get better, c:

First day of Orientation's over! hahaha! did I make any friends? I don't know.
'cuz it feels like the people talk to me only because they had to.
So, I seriously don't know. :C

Oh! my God,

OG 16! :)

I swear, sometimes I wished I had just never met you.

但尽管如此，我不想忘记你，我宁可记得所有伤心。

如果说你要走 ，我不会留，我不去管以后。

然后我们说清楚， 一句话就够。

I WANT SCHOOL TO START, BUT I DON'T WANT SCHOOL TO START!

C:C

I AM SCARED.

LATER :

× NOBODY WANT TO BE MY FRIEND
×I BE LATE FOR SCHOOL ON THE FIRST DAY
× I FAIL J1
× I DON'T GET INTO MY FIRST CHOICE :DDDDDD
×I DON'T LOOK NICE IN MY NEW SCHOOL UNIFORM
× SO MANY MANY OTHERS.

GOING CRAZY. HAHAHAHA. OMG. :C

&

Do I have the privilege to share the Serenity with You? C:

Dear You,
You don't have to say anything at all.
You don't have to say 'I Love You' if you don't want to.
You don't have to love me if you don't want to.
I won't bother you and I won't irritate you.
Just don't tell me to leave.

Just let me love you,
Be there for you,
As a friend, as a passerby in your life ,whatever..

I just want to be beside you,
Like a guardian angel.

I just wished you would tell me everything and not keep everything inside your fragile body.

I WANT TO STRANGLE YOU.

If God made everything, God must be somewhere in China.

It amuses me at how much we are alike,
Your Personality and Mine.

and you know I am talking about me and You.

傻瓜我们都一样,
受了伤却不投降.

Fine, I admit I'm Crushing on you. c:

The Love Game is not a Race. The road to Success most often involves slow and calculated steps, rather than big moves and risks.

Prince Charmings don't come with their white horses, and the Big Bad Wolves make you smile.

I saw 哥哥♥ on my way to work today! :D , -happyhappy-
though I seriously think that I did not express my happiness very well in the morning,
I DIDN'T SAY GOOD MORNING TO HIM. OMG, i feel Bad, and Sad, and Regret D:
Only said Hi to his ______. , hahaha c: hope he had fun going out.
I SWEAR I'll say GOODMORNING next time I see you, HAHA C:

Work was nice today! I feel that somehow, we became closer already c:
something good! Hees :D
All the luck she needs to J! C:

okayyy, I have to bath. HAHA :D
toodles~

What I thought was a dream, was as real as it seem.

Darling, there you are with that look on your face.

Shall I be the one for you, who pinches you softly but sure.

So let me come to you, close as I wanted to be,
close enough for me to feel your heart beating fast.

I GOT MY 2K FROM MUMMY. YEAH!
I AM HAPPY!

AND I GOT ANGPAO FROM MY AUNT TOO.
FUCKING 200 BUCKS. OMGOMG. C:

Once Bitten, Twice Shy, they say.

I'm starting to lose faith in myself, and maybe you.

I'm getting tired of trying and trying, but getting no response from you.

Perhaps it's time to back off, and wait until the moment you need me.

You know you always can call me, and i'll be there in 5
for you.

you're busy, yes, busy playing c:

of course, if you already have that much friends who care about you,
and you Don't Want me in your Life, tell me honestly.
I'll get the hell out.

Don't tell me you do not know how to express yourself,
I'm not That dense to not know what you want.

I was always there for you, but you never needed me.

It's just that Vicious cycle.

He hurts you, You hurt me, and I hurt her.

When do we get out?

woahhh, I had an extraordinary night,

like seriously, extra - ordinary.

O.O , heh heh hehs~

okay, besides almost getting run down by cars and taxis. tsktsk

frankly speaking,
i was quite disappointed that nothing Special happened. Is there something wrong with me? :C

OUT OF TIME. work work work! x:

Toodles~

and i almost got knocked down by a vehicle again,
second time in a day :D

I can't cry out, not on the outside anymore.

I just want to hold you in my arms, and me in yours,
on your bed and get away from the world for once.

Fuck, I just took the risk that I never thought I would.now I'm hell scared. [refer to previous post]

the HOT guy is so not used to his BLACK-ness.

failed the first time, but luckily my hair decides to be less stubborn :D

it was a moody dayyy, I shall say. the morning was alright, but everything went down slope when I stepped out of my house.

the fact that I almost got ran down by a motor while going to work was disheartening. :c
then I had my lunch, which turns out to be DIN.CH.PER in the end, which was ICE BLENDED COFFEE!

and everything fell in place, I went to the toilet like once every 5 minutes, and it either comes out from the top or the bottom c: what a Spastic Colon, haizzz.

after my Ordeal, which I thought i would just die in the restroom without anybody knowing. .__.
I became like so moody and F-ed up. I would just lie dead on the counter and sleep. sigh,
but you know, being polite and all, i still smile to customers because they don't deserve to see my sad face.

and then at the end of the day, Jasmine called me to tell me the cashiering machine was short of money, scared the hell out of me. tsktsk.

It lasted like that for the whole day, okayyy. Because I thought I was going to be fine, 'cuz Someone, who said will come and visit me, will at least make me smile. In The End, that Someone just forgot about it all, c: which just dealt me another blow. I was done. I just couldn't care anymore.

And I know that you'll never read this, I think you don't even know I have a blog. c:
So I'm going to type everything.

Maybe it's a good thing that I didn't see you after-all.
If you came, I don't know what I would have done.
I really felt like hugging you for those moments, wanted to hug you so badly.
I don't need you to say anything to comfort me, but just to be there to hold me in your arms.
But at the same time, I am afraid you will repel. really,
I can't imagine how devastated I'd be if you repelled. and,
I didn't want you to see my weak side, to see me being all-so-fragile. I'm afraid..
I'm afraid of losing you, so I won't take the risk and even lose you as a Friend.

not a bad day today C:

off today, so i went to some Poly Open Houses :D,

got a number of goodie bags, luckily i managed to stuff my bags in bags. HAHA C:
NYP IS RICH. NICE BAGS. (except they have Colgate as prizes for games. -.- ) C:
AND I DUPER DUPER LOVE RP'S LIBRARYYYY. RAHHHHHHH.♥♥♥♥♥♥

found new friends! Nice to meet you, Stella and Ee Ming :D

and i know that she's not going to see this, so,

Stella, i'm not some wolf that's going to wolf you down, so don't be so dao and talk to me C:

and i get along surprisingly well with Ee Ming, haha! :D
I'm the quiet and cute boy! C:
not some boy with monstrously thick skin. HAHAHA.

xoxo,

thankyouu 哥哥! ♥ C:

Is there somebody who still believes in love, 'cuz I can't find somebody to love.

She's like a changed woman, woah.

in a good sense though C:

God, i think i am overreacting. BUT I DON'T CARE! :D

I Love it when you all come visit me! C:

It makes me think that at least, i am a friend, valued by you. :D

maybe I'm thinking too much, but i want to be Optimistic! C:

LOVE YOU ALL LOTS! :D

HUGHUG C:

of course, i want to score less than 10points.

HNY! C:

I want to get a pair of Black skinny and a pair of White skinny. :D

and Red shoelaces! C: