Oh esther, i can't bear to leave you in the zoo ):
see, i can feed you and bath you here (:

( click on "more".) (to make esther roll in the mud, click on her a few times. (: )

aww, i know i'm kind (:
hahas, don't have to thank me (:


PS : oinnks :D

1000 Words - Sweetbox

I know that your hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain, when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time
And distance holding you, suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradel you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever

The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
You've been there with me all the way
I still hear you say

"Wait for me, I'll write you letters"
I could see how you stand with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore
To hide the doubt when I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait
But now I'm stroing enough to know it's not too late

Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though we can't see
I know they are reaching you, suspended on silver wings

Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradel you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever

Oh a thousand words (a thousand words)
Have never been spoken (ohh yeah)
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home, (carry you home)
and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings (on silver wings!)
And a thousand words (ohh)
Call out through the ages (call through the ages!)
They'll cradel you (ohh yeah)
Make all of the lonely years to lonely days (lonely days)
They'll hold you forever.

Ohhhhhhhhhhh a thousand words.

made jelly today! :D
it was so fun uhhs :DDDD

For my one and only <3Baby, Remeber that no matter what happens, i'll always be by your side.Cry as much as you want now, but after that, be happy again (:We'll go through the ups and downs of life together.Smile for me, you dont have to bother about other people, You just have to know that ,I Love You. (:

istarteditsoillendit.

fuckedinsideout.

EMO POST! don't bother translating . -.-


MapleStory

It's ok, to some people, MapleStory is a very lame and childish game. but to me, playing MapleStory takes away the loneliness i feel everyday. Nobody can take away that loneliness from me, not my parents, family members, or maybe even rl friends. it's always within me.

Playing MapleStory, i feel that my buddies there are always there for me. and i never get lonely. They chat with me, play with me, crap with me.

Maybe it's because i'm so anti-social that i cannot get much friends in rl. Even though i'm staying at home, the loneliness of staying in a home where people live but feeling like the only one in the house.. who would know how i feel?

The Quiz ZhengRui Called Me To Do (:

1 ) The person who ask u to do this thing is :
Someone who never fails to make me laugh
2 ) Your relationship with him / her is :
friends, mahjong "ka" ? X:
3 ) Your impressions on him / her is :
Contagious Laughter
4 ) The most memorable thing he / she had done for you :
Gave me my birthday present 4 months after my birthday <3
5 ) The most memorable thing he / she said to you :
Her Laughter. "hahaha :D "
6 ) if he / she becomes your lover you will :
I'm Attatched.
7 ) If he / she becomes your lover, a thing he / she has to improve on will be :
I told you I'm Attatched.
8 ) if he / she becomes your enemy , the reason will be :
N/A, she will never be my enemy (:
9 ) the most desired thing you wanna do for him / her now is :
Thank her for the 4 months late birthday present.
10 ) your overall impression on him / her is :
Someone nice to be around with. Never fails to make you laugh. ( not a clown though (: )
11 ) how you think people around you feel about you :
GAY? =.= vain?
12 ) the character you love about yourself is :
Ability to lend a listening ear and listen to people.
13 ) on the contrary , the character you hate about yourself is :
Anti-socialness.
14 ) the most ideal person you wanna be is :
Someone who has no worries. (:
15 ) pass this quiz to 5 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :
N/A

The Quiz Esther Called Me To Do (:

1 ) The person who ask u to do this thing is :
some kind of exotic oinks
2 ) Your relationship with him / her is :
friends but i am not saying tt i am an oinks
3 ) Your impressions on him / her is :
some interesting oinks [ can walk on two limbs ]
4 ) The most memorable thing he / she had done for you :
Spent her time with me although she should be entertaining the tourists that came to the Singapore Zoological Gardens.
5 ) The most memorable thing he / she said to you :
" OINK OINK "
6 ) if he / she becomes your lover you will :
DO CIP IN THE ZOO :D, Everyday can watch and talk to her (:
7 ) If he / she becomes your lover, a thing he / she has to improve on will be :
Act More Humanly (:
8 ) if he / she becomes your enemy , the reason will be :
If i was a Malay (:
9 ) the most desired thing you wanna do for him / her now is :
Talk to her in all sorts of languages. [ English, Chinese, Doggish, Cattish, Fishish, etc. (: [ NOT FORGETTING ! Oinkish (: ]
10 ) your overall impression on him / her is :
sometimes, an oinks isint just something for breakfast/lunch/dinner/supper.
11 ) how you think people around you feel about you :
GAY? lols =.= vain?
12 ) the character you love about yourself is :
Ability to lend a listening ear and listen to people.
13 ) on the contrary , the character you hate about yourself is :
Anti-socialness.
14 ) the most ideal person you wanna be is :
Someone who has no worries.
15 ) pass this quiz to 5 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :

1.ZhengRui
2. HuiMin
3. Cheryl
4. Fazleen
5. GuangRui

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I went to take the analysis test too! xD

Edmund is moderatelynot very outgoing. His emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, he can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. He has the ability to put himself into the other person's shoes.
- nods.

Edmund will be somewhat IS moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes he will be happy, the next moment he might be sad. He has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because he is in between. Psychology calls Edmund an ambivert[hmm..]. He understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, he will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." He doesn't sway too far one way or the other.
- i thought i was an introvert xD.

When convincing him to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to him. He puts himself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet he will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Edmund is an expressive person. He outwardly shows his emotions. He may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.
- reminds me of that time. the indian took advantage of my weakness and made me donate! D:

Edmund is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. He weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when he finally has to. He basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

Edmund tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Edmund writes tiny all of the time, he will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Edmund will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. he might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When he is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and his ability to focus is incredible. When he says "he didn't hear you", he really means, he didn't hear you.
- Told Ya i'm INTROVERTIC! [x

Edmund will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Edmund believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.

-o.c.c.a.s.i.o.n.a.l.l.y. x:

Edmund will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!
-somewhat true. haha

Edmund is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
- you know my words mean no harm (:

Something is incomplete in Edmund's life. He feels frustration relating to his physical needs and desires. Somewhere in his life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Edmund's sexual needs.

- hmm.. o.o

Edmund has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. He lets new people into his circle of friends. He uses his imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

- [:

The Bathtub Test

During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director 'How do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized?''Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.''Oh, I understand,' said the visitor. 'A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.''No' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?'

haha! xD

PS: i LOVE my blogsong! [x

The Coffin is so touching that a Bamboo cried D:
hmm, horror story, touching? o.o

HURRAY! [: I'm friends with pictures again! =D
Pictures pictures pictures~